Restless

Mood: Restless
Music: Yellowcard - "Hang You Up"
Medicine: GI Pathology

Man, it's been a while since I've blogged anything. I've definitely been on quite a hiatus. And there's a reason: second year. Second year is taking most of my time up, so much so that I've forgotten to take time to blog my experiences and journey through medical school...

Much has certainly past, and I certainly don't have the time to expound upon it. I would love to, but I should be doing something else right now. Plus, that's not the reason I started this new post.

I started this post to say that sometimes... sometimes you just forget to have fun. Or at least I do. Sometimes I can get so wrapped up in the future, so wrapped up in having to prepare. That definitely has a place and time, but I forget to enjoy the moment, too. I get wrapped up in thinking about consequences of my actions, always too concerned for the repercussions. But I forget that I'm young, and that's not going to last all that much longer.

Yeah, I don't know what I'm saying. Maybe I wish I had time to spare. Time to lose. No. Time to waste. I miss wasting time. Wasting time with the ones I love. Sometimes I feel like I'm forgetting what that was like. And it seems as though everyone around me is forgetting that, too. I don't want to sound depressing, because I'm not upset. Just... restless I guess. And scatterbrained.

Gotta just keep pushing along.

"I turn my back on anyone who won't believe, and it gets lonely... still."